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Happy Holidays???
Well I have somewhat got out of my funk of being down but things haven't been the greatest. My boyfriend's,I guess you could call him, mom died Monday. I have spent the last week on the phone with him trying to be supportive and really don't think I have been much help. I have not had to deal with death as of yet and I really think I am doing a poor job at being supportive for him.
Also my best friends mom is dying of cancer and she could die any day. She is only 54 and such a wonderful lady. It kind of put me back in my funk and has had me not wanting to get out of bed. Thanks to aunt flo at least I had a reason other than that to not take appts. It just gets rough sometimes when I do not want to deal with anyone but the phone keeps ringing. It is never anything against the gentleman that call but lately I just needed some time to myself. Then I feel like I have neglected everyone and start to feel bad about it all.
To any men out there that read this, do you all understand that we sometimes need time to ourselves?
I try to keep up with the emails as best I can but the phone calls sometime are just something I need to set aside for a day or two. I do not want to talk to any of you when I am not my cheerful self. I always want you to see me at my best and when I feel I am not I just do not answer my phone. Is that bad of me or fair to the men?
Anyway Happy Holidays everyone and remember this is a time to be with the ones you love. I am hoping that I have that for Christmas beyond my children which always brings a smile to my face.
 
Just down and out.
In the last few days I have been in this mood where I do not want to talk to or deal with anyone. I am not sure if it is the first real snow or something more. I just have no motivation to do anything but sleep.
Is there anything that someone can recommend to get me out of the doldrums? There is nothing in particular that set this off but it is so bad that my friends can hear it in my voice and keep asking me what is wrong. All I can answer is I do not know. That is the truth but I really would like to figure it out.
Thanks
In need of some help
Maybe I am taking thing the wrong way but I am a very intelligent person. Genius IQ of 145. Also a psyholgist in the works.
I see insecurities in people in their mannerisms. I have to hold back many times as they would take things offensively.
My issue at hand is I have been attacked by another provider that assumed she thinks I assumed she offended me. She has, to me, attacked me in a public forum and I reacted in the most undefensive way that I can. I am not sure what the problem is on her end but from my point of view I see insecurities. I will not tell her that but I really want to confront her about what I see.
I am more about building people up and never tearing them down, but this one I am not sure how to handle.
Honestly I really just want to give her a piece of my mind. I am being mature though and just letting it be.
Any advice?
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