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Hangin' in there and thankful...
for the wonderful women in my life such as Sweet Kitty, Enchanting Olivia, Daphne, and of course, always, my sweetpea Vee, :)
Thank you all for your tips and advice, kind words, and oh so much more, I'm lucky to have you in my life, you keep me sane when I'm slipping... lol~
Thank you to everyone else that privately e-mailed as well, I will never forget the amount of love and support I have received, it's been unbelieveable. Thank You!!!
I am getting the book that Enchanting Olivia recommended, it sounds exactly like what we/I need.
I'm hanging in there, respecting her choices and giving her space. Her father said she has mentioned that she want's to "see me ONE more time just to vent" and then that's it, never see me again. And that's ok, that's ok for now. I probably was one of the worst moms' out there, God knows I didn't have a role model, but all I did was love her, I'm sure I said the wrong things at times, embarrassed her, etc. But above all else, I loved her, to no end. My saying to her has always been, "nothing you confess can make me love you less" so she can vent whenever she's ready, whatever she say's, it won't make me love her any less. She is also in a very confusing bi-sexual relationship with another girl who is going through a living hell with her parents as well, lots of confusion floating around, and sometimes you just got to sit back and let the cards fall where they may.
I just wish it didn't hurt so much, and that we, as parents, could protect them, forever.
Ah yes, can we say, "having a hard time letting go Roxy?" lol. Yep, I am, I'll never fully let go, I'm her mom, always have been, always will be.
Thank you again,
much love to you all,
Roxy :)
And to all those wonderful ladies out there who are mothers, and grandmothers, and sisters, and aunts, and friends,...
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
Have a wonderful day~
(I'm gonna kick back, eat ice cream, and watch lot's of movies with Brad Pitt and my future husband, Johnny Depp.) Mmmmmmmm! Damn yummy!
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