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Happy Birthday, my Love
I once wrote here that "this is my first, last and only blog as Miki" but ....
I thought that some might like to remember that today is ... was ... well, always will be, her birthday.
I will say no more than that here. After all, this is ... was ... well, always will be, her blog.
But I have written some thoughts over in the "blue side" if anyone wants to read.
In memoriam . . .
This is not Miki typing, for she cannot.
This is Miki's once-client, more recently boyfriend and lover. A few of you know who I am (Ciara and mrfisher and one of our newest bloggers Sexy Toni surely do, and perhaps others ... Miki didn't tell me EVERYthing after all). For those who don't know, trust me, I am quite real.
I hope that no one thinks it wrong or inappropriate that I am using Miki's account to post this blog. I do it only because there is news that I feel many of you in this community will want to know. Well, maybe "want to know" is the wrong phrase ... I certainly don't want to know nor to believe it is true ... perhaps a better phrase would be "should know."
Okay, enough beating around the bush. Not saying what needs to be said will not change reality ... oh, if only it could.
And the sad reality is that Miki is no longer with us. She passed away last Friday. I deliberately waited until today to make this public, here and in other forums, because I wanted the lovely lady behind the milf to be peacefully laid to rest first.
I have recently returned from her funeral service and burial. One thing you have to say about Jewish funerals - they bring out the tears. But this is good ... it begins the healing.
I am in the unusual, almost surreal, position of having been totally accepted by her family. I have met all of her children over the last two years. Though I had not met them, Miki's parents and her estranged husband knew of me ... Miki told them ... and told them how she felt about it all. That's just the kind of open person that she was.
I spent much of last week at her hospital bed. It was there that I met the rest of her family ... Mom on Monday, Dad on Tuesday, the ex on Wednesday. On Miki's last day, Thursday, while she was not conscious, her eyes were open. Her mother stood on one side of the bed, I stood on the other. And her eyes flicked back and forth, side to side, looking at mom, looking at me, looking at mom, looking at me. I know that she saw - and was probably thinking to herself ... I don't believe I'm seeing this! And then Friday morning she was gone.
Miki was a gem, a loving, caring person who loved life and lived it to the fullest. She died much, much too young - only fifty. (Not revealing any secrets - everyone who knows her from here knows that - she never hid her age - as I said before, her openness was truly amazing and refreshing.)
Miki loved this site. She loved sharing her thoughts, her trials and tribulations, her joys and celebrations. She loved reading the comments by all of you to her, she loved reading the thoughts and musings of the other bloggers. Miki's blogs here will be a part of my memories of her, and I hope that they will be here to read for a long, long time. I will no doubt stop by to read them from time to time, and they will remind me of the good times we had. (I will confess to being the photographer of the photo she used in her "48 hours till my birthday" blog last May - one of some improptu shots I took as she was preparing for a professional photo shoot last year. That was an interesting day!)
I am going to miss you, babe. And I am sure that many, many others are going to miss you too.
If anyone wants to comment, please do - I will cherish them. If anyone wants to contact me privately, use the email link below Miki's picture - I have changed it to point to my email. If anyone wants to take a last look at her website, please do - I will be taking it down soon, probably tomorrow. I have not yet decided whether to make it go totally dark or to put up a simple memorial page (a "thank you for the memories" type of thing with a single dignified yet sexy photo) for a short period of time.
This is my first, last and only blog as Miki. I may start to write over on Hobbyistblogs one day ... if I decide to return to the life of an active hobbyist. That's another thing that I just don't know yet. Only time will tell.
Miki sometimes concluded her blogs with some pithy lyrics, and in memory of her I am going to do the same. Dylan was, of course, her favorite. But right now, a little something from the Moody Blues' Seventh Sojourn comes to mind.
Isn't life strange?
A turn of the page
Can read like before,
Can we ask for more?
Each day passes by,
How hard man will try
The sea will not wait
You know it makes me want to cry, cry, cry.
[Chorus]
Wish I could be in your heart
To be one with your love
Wish I could be in your eyes
Looking back there you were, and here we are.
Isn't love strange?
A word we arrange
With no thought or care,
Maker of despair?
Each breath that we breathe
With love we must weave
To make us as one;
You know it makes me want to cry, cry, cry.
....
Isn't life strange?
A turn of the page,
A book without light
Unless with love we write.
To throw it away,
To lose just a day,
The quicksand of time,
You know it makes me want to cry, cry, cry.
Hallelujah
I am getting back on track...I feel my inner Miki flowing again, I gave myself an ultimatum and I knew the knowing would come from the doing.
I had a very sexy day
and a restful evening
I am content and grateful
Thank you Ciara for kicking my butt
Bless you Scarlett for the support
Lily, you make me feel so competent and needed
MIKI'S BACK...WATCHOUT!!!!!!
Website: http://mikithemilf.com
I get knocked down but I get up again!!!!
It seems to be a pattern in my life...
Crisis adores me
She stalks me like a spurned lover,
Its part of my journey, what is the universe trying to teach me??
I never take anything for granted lately
I appreciate feeling good
I am humbled by circumstance,and am more rightsized...
all good things
It looks like I may need to move the Pleasuredome,
I am no longer listed on TER
I hate change but it happens anyway,
Thank god my sex drive stays consistent!
Website: http://mikithemilf.com
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