A Lil Update
So things are doing better. Life is getting "normal" again.
I am very grateful for that. I did get two new positive reviews - The Erotic Review and Rate That Provider (yippee)! but I did get a fake negative review. I contacted TER to try to get it removed.
Reviews are super important in this industry and have greatly helped. The review is not consistent with any of my other honest ones and obviously written to try to hurt me personally.
It did not work :) I have learned to accept myself and am getting better. Positive steps in the right direction.
I hope everyone is doing well <3
How Have You Been?
How do you answer this question honestly?
My life has been a rollercoaster. I got this amazing place in November. It was a huge investment. Everything was great. I had side jobs going, seeing previous clients on a regular basis again. My roommates had jobs. We had other assistance with food and things. Life was okay.
Then my one roommate lost his job. After my roommate lost his job his girlfriend moved out to "take a break" with no warning - basically giving me extra income I have to provide for and bills per month.
Then the assistance got screwed up twice and finally not repairable for food assistance. Thank goodness for food pantries but they don't provide everything (like meat). Add in bills. Im behind on last months rent and I have to turn around and do it again in two weeks.
The taxes that the one roommate whose girlfriend bailed got completely taken. Its a long story but a sign on bonus he never got keeps getting removed every year and there is nothing he can do about it.
Basically I am fighting to swim upstream and feel like I m drowning. I am hoping to resurface soon brighter and better than ever. Right now I just need all the help I can get. I want so much to be in a better place and I am fighting like hell to get there.
Someone asked me how I stay so positive and smile despite everything. I just do. Because I don't slow down to think about everything because I think I will just break if I ever did. I just keep going because that is what I do. I know I am very blessed because some people don't even have what I have.
So if you can send positive vibes or help out in any way I would so very much appreciate it from emotional support to appointments or just random acts of kindness (like pre-paid Vanilla Visas, grocery cards, taking care of a bill, whatever). It all adds up in little ways to get me towards what I need overall.
New friends must have a reference or two from safe, trusted providers. For new friends I am available for a one on one GFE experience or you can see me with one of several other sexxxy ladies (all independent of course). :)~
314-643-6004 (text preferred or try to call if it goes straight to VM text will only work - I need a new phone)
http://www.ratethatprovider.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=3683 <---- New Reviews. A "5-star" Experience
Found A Place To Call Home/I'm Back!
The last few months have been rough to say the least. I found a place to rent. It's a house by the airport.
Safe, discreet. Nice neighborhood.
I am more centrally located AND I am able to see clients again.
I still do require a reference and love to see previous friends. I have a few girls I double with - Destiny Monroe & Monica. There are others but its based on their travel schedules and notice would be needed.
I can do short notice appointments. Available daily between the hours of 9am to 8pm.
I can also be emailed at [email protected] - Quick response.
Retired. Kinda :)
I have started being any assistant (screening/booking) and consultant/marketing to ladies in the industry. If anyone needs my help please email [email protected] My rates are very reasonable. Experienced with references.
I have quit providing for now. I am staying in someones house where it is not an option. I am looking for my own place (if you have rentals in St Louis contact me!) to call home.
I am also offering -
Phone sex sessions are now available. I am also selling erotic stories and clothing (worn panties, lingerie, stockings, etc.)
Know someone that might be interested in the above or able to help contact me. I have a variety of discreet payment options available.
The last few months have been a little rough but I am doing okay. I appreciate the concern and those that have checked in on me. It means more than you possibly know.
If you want to keep up with the latest find me on Twitter Http://twitter.com/nikkiofstlouis
Have a great week everyone!