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A NEW IMPROVED ANARA With Exciting News. YES!!!
'Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. Security does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than exposure.'
Helen Keller
Feel fear and Do it anyway!!!!!
Hello Everyone..
I know I have been out of the wood works for quite awhile.. Damn did
any one know Depression is a mutherfucker.. But to be depressed and
get your heels and fur jackets and everything us girls need-stolen from right under your nose ohhhh noooo that’s like releasing Pandora's Box Worse the Anara Box. (With a bang)... You got
me Fucked up... Now I am just now getting outta the pity me state and
Trying to get back to my "new self" Though living In San Francisco Is
so expensive and Silly me I lacked on my responsibility's Miss Anara
were behind but Just wait and see what I have up my sleeve. At any rate...
Finances are at slim for the moment due to $1,900 in rent, Car payment and the fixing life funds but I also have some FAN FUCKING tastic things coming yours and my way. New look New Site Both a Naught xxx site and a new scort site. It’s Slow but I have worked from absolutely losing everything to gaining everything new. I have been working at a really hot Gift store in the Castro called Planet Weavers... Great pay and was loving my job, But I realized I work for myself. I am providing for a better life and though it was great pay I needed to be happy as I once was before I moved to what I thought was a dreadful place. The skies were black here for nearly a year Fell into an old time addiction from being so depressed , In this whole mix for friendship and then realizing the friends were only in it for them self. Which is fine to each there own but wont allow someone to ever DRAG me down this road of ignorant bliss and misery again...
LESSON LEARNED
I now have a life coach who is Fabulous and I could not have made a better decision to get sober and learn to wake up everyday with a smile and a reason.
I say everyday noon and Nigh 25 times
I am powerful and I am loved
I am powerful and I love
I am powerful and I love it... I never believed that Affirmations worked my god Mary They do. I have been sober for months now and was just waiting for my shit to start coming together. Everything is picking up with time...
Today is my 1 year anniversary with San Francisco. I fucking made it a year and I love the city. So much to offer a girl like me and plenty of good people who actually care about the well being of there fellow mate. I have made excellent peeps out here. Took so long to find because I was stuck in the East bay and never made it to the city. Now I live in the heart and do my thing like it was supposed to be done. MY birthday was a fucking blast. I never got to celebrate my 21st because my friends all had more important things to do like stay at home. But this year Oh We partied like the world was about to end and man went till 7 am in the morning. A group of my girls threw my 21st birthday all over and BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
It was a fucking blast. These are people that I have known little under 4 months
And they rocked my world... Thanks girls… All I will say is poles and bar tops have a whole new meaning for me, and thanks for Sebastian It was everything muscle and more in all the right places LOL.
So I just will put the word out there that if
you forgot my Birthday uh hmmmm July 22 I am always accepting late
entries. LOL
Well boys and girls do be looking forward to new and exciting photo
shoots and exciting things I have been working on. Coming up in THE very near future... I am always accepting new
ideas of yours that you may want to see... Oh and your little dirty
thinking pictures lol sure will come as well... revamping
my Old site and Bringing you something goooooooooood mmmmm mmmm goood
!!!! Beat that. God it feels good to be happy... I think we take
happiness for granted most of the time... until you see the other side
for a while, you know I actually was considering joining the Army... I
don't think my hormones could last that long but mmm hmm the army men,
I am sure could...
Peace love and Pickle Juice
Love,
Miss Anara Amore
Website: Http://www.myspace.com/anaraamore
 
SF BAY BETTER WATCH OUT!! 2 more days left!!!!
Wow the time is 12:31 am and I am sitting doing what seems to be the only thing to clear my mind of chaos, browsing endless junk online. My eyes are starting to get a little bit fuzzy , it feels as though I am floating in oblivion just trying to find some light.
So much going on so little time to do them and still have to find time to search for your sanity. Sanity ??? Wait whats that again?
Praying that everything works out and that I may find a a little bit of happiness.
I have so many new goals and aspirations now. Here is my new list of thing to do when I move.
1. Check out hair school
2. Start BDSM training
3. Become a professional dominatrix
4. Invest in commercial real estate
5. Take professional ballroom dance classes
6. Enter Professional Ballroom Competition
7. Find out who Anara really is
8. Enjoy life for everything it has to offer
Wow to much it seems right? But really this is over a long period of time. Just a baby in an adult world.
I smile as I read my list. It feels good to have a plan not only have a plan but having the money to be able to do these things.(thanks to this profession)
I think sometime people for get that we are people, that we don't just sit with our legs open waiting for a gentleman or woman to come a knocking. Puleaseee.
I don't know I am just going on on who knows what just trying to clear my mind of some crap that way I can move on to the next task.
Ashley and I got alot packed today, man its cutting close to our leave date. But everything is going smoothly. I am so glad that I am not doing this alone either, just makes things a whole lot easier for everybody.
Wow it felt really good to write and now I can rest with some ease.
Muah
Keep on Keepin On
Anara
Website: http://AnaraAmore.rare-escort.com
Question: What do you want to be when you grow up?
“Today I have realized where my heart belongs. I have realized today that I still do have a dream; today I know that my soul still knows its aspirations. I feel the sound of the drums beat in my heart, with the vibes blowing from the trumpet controlling the movement of my legs. My feet stealing the sweet rhythm of the nearly orgasmic sound. My hips are feeling the seduction of Tango swaying with the fast and sweaty beat of the Latin song; I can feel it flowing through my veins. I am lost and cannot be found the music has taken over I don’t want to be found just let me go. Today I have realized that my heart lies in the crystal lit ballroom, Out on the floor forgetting everyone’s there imagine Cinderella meeting her prince charming and that feeling of fantasy escape I feel that every time I stand and turn on the sound. I am Lost and no longer can be found.”
Anara Amore
To fulfill a dream, to be allowed to sweat over lonely labor,
to be given a chance to create, is the meat and potatoes of life.
The money is the gravy
--Bette Davis
Not every one of our desires can be immediately gratified.
We've got to learn to wait patiently for our dreams to come true,
especially on the path we've chosen. But while we wait,
we need to prepare symbolically a place for our hopes and dreams.
--Sarah Ban Breathnach Simple Abundance:
A Daybook of Comfort and Joy by Sarah Ban Breathnach
I have Goosebumps and they won’t stop, I think tonight my heart sent an email to my body showing me that my passion, which I thought, was far and lost. I was watching so you think you can dance (I know Nerdy but hey) and as I watch these becoming dancer fighting with everything they have just to make it to the next show. I watch the moves gliding across the stage, with these molded smiles that look so angelic my heart start throbbing and my hair raises all over my body chilling my skin with Goosebumps. My tears are flowing but I really don’t feel anything fall from my face, these are tears of joy. Dancing for so many years since a wee little girl, it’s a part of me but it was always just the thing to but after watching today I know that this is what I want to do with my life Ballroom Dancing. I ask do we forget our dreams as little kids or do we just keep putting them aside saying I just don’t have the time right now? I am very curious to know did you forget your childhood dreams?
I have not felt this way in a long time, but tonight this feeling was better than sex
(AND I LOVE SEX). So I know that this is something that I need to make apart of my life again and embrace the legs my higher light blessed me with. I felt this was something I just needed to get off of my chest and write down.
But enough of the mushy gushy stuff.
Today was a great day, Hung with Miss Ashley DeVyne at an amazing and beautiful park (Carkeek). It was a fantastic day out, it was not to hot and just the perfect mid day breeze blowing in our hair. It was very chill. I received my new silicone breast forms in the mail but these nipples looked like they were growing lazy eyes. They were so big and looked like your childhood nerfballs http://www.siliconeworks.com/shop/silicone_perkybreast_form_34_prd1.htm so I am returning and in hope I can find another pair for a decent price because they are very expensive and the ones that I own now are “NOT CUTE” and are falling apart (lol) they are the first ones I ever bought and I was 18. Nothing really more than that really going on just trying to wake up everyday with my bright smile. Even on those Pms days (lol) that I Really don’t feel like smiling I still force the damn thing out.
But like I say keep on keeping on.
Last but not least - IF YOU DON’T LOVE YOURSELF how the hell are you going to love someone else?
Anara Amore
Website: http://AnaraAmore.Rare-Escort.com
BAD HAIRDAYS (+) HOTFLASHES (=) NOT CUTE!!!
My first blog entry, although I have had this account for a few days , I just could not figure out what to write..Today was a perfect topic to start on I just got my hair done and it looks like shit, Not only that but it hurts like hell. I get weave sewn in and the last two times I got it done it has been a crappy quick job and I was forced to walk around looking low budget lol the only way making it look presentable is lots of bobby pins and hair spray. This time I spent over 80 bucks on hair alone, then another 100 bucks to get it done, I expected to be happy and loving my new look instead I learned not to have expectations and have a Diana Ross replica on my head.. LOL its not that bad but pretty damn close.
I am not one to complain but when you spend a good hard earned buck on something that looks like something from a bad 80s video, maybe its just me but my irritable levels sky rocket and “Its Not Cute”. I will try and rock what I have and just hope that very soon I find someone that can do this do right and do it right the first time.
Aside from that my 21st birthday is coming of next month and I am looking so forward to being legal hahaha ,”to drink that is”. I will be spending it with my best girlfriend Miss Ashley DeVyne and I am looking very forward to that.
Last but not the least, my hormones are doing quite nice and surprisingly my mood has been very content. Today because of this high 84 degrees mixed with rapid hot flashes I kind of understand and feel for people with menopause , Its Miserable. Its times like these I wish there was a nice person to rub my back until I fall asleep then cuddle up real close while playing with my hair. “Whoa” sorry I Just went into a fantasy daydream.
I guess that’s my mind telling me its time for some ZzZzZz’s. I will write more when awake and my mind can focus on writing and not on ****. Until then good night and good love.
Anara Amore
Website: http://Anaraamore.Rare-Escort.com
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